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hmm, i seem to have punctuality issues. but it isnt my fault, really it isn't. the bus uncle is purposely sabotaging me, i tell you. no matter how early or late i leave my hse, the moment i step out of the lift, i see the stupid bus zooming past. (i absolutely REFUSE to run for the bus.) AND the next bus won't come for a good fifteen minutes. i can never seem to catch da bus. never never ever. i think the bus uncle knows what time i usually leave my hse. and THEN he would nicely drive past, laughing at my innocence which he mistakes for stupidity cuz he thinks i dunno his plan. den he makes sure he leaves before i reach the bus stop while sniggerin to himself da whole while. he din even have da decency to WAIT for me. bus drivers nowadays. schemin lil nitwits. yes, and now he's probably gonna say i'm paranoid. he's ONLY a bus driver, and dere are 4 million people in singapore, why would he plot against ME of all ppl? well, i dunno. i think u shld ask da bus uncle. hmph.













sometimes i find myself back at square one. and i start to wonder whether any of it was real. please tell me it is.